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send me a peach
1535 words. the backstory for peach & basil, my most beloved partners, who have been intertwined across worlds through their reflections since they were kittens.
basil has only ever known not-earth, all wood and stone and the comforting, heavy warmth of nestor’s wood; gardenhome city is a steadily crowded place, all noise and masses of fur and writhing tails when you look down at the footpaths from below, but it’s home, and it always has been.
sometimes, though—sometimes ae just has to get away. a mischievous kitten, ae easily ducks away from the watchful eyes of aer littermates and escapes into the shallow woods nearby, opposite the path to the heart of the woods. ae peers into snake holes, tangles aer paws in the roots. there’s a pond close by, and ae navigates by the sound of croaking frogs and splashing water to find it, just as the ripples begin to still and the water goes murky-green calm.
ae looks in, mindful of the edge though perhaps not as mindful as ae should be, and gets an eyeful of a reflection that isn’t aers at all.
all towering metal and stone—basil’s first instinct is to recoil, and ae trips right over aer hind feet and tumbles into the dirt. aer second instinct is to look again. curiosity killed the not-cat, after all, but satisfaction is worth the brush with danger.
this time, ae spots the not-cat, a kitten that has to be around aer age with fluffy, long orange fur and a heart-shaped patch on their chest. they don’t seem to notice aer, but the reflection stays focused on them even as it changes. not really a reflection at all, then. sixty days old and frankly uninterested in the mechanics of how this works, basil settles by the water to watch, staring intently at the stranger in their strange land.
they have two littermates too, ae discovers, one orange with white socks and the other pale, short-haired like basil. one of their parents is a strange, lithe creature, with no opposable thumbs and tall legs; the other is a much more normal looking not-cat, all long shaggy white fur and barely visible eyes. basil can’t hear them talk, but the strange kitten looks at home, even as they traverse odd stone streets and duck around loud, awful-looking machines.
ae must watch for hours, really, though ae isn’t paying any attention at all to the sun. eventually a frog, displeased with aer inactivity, jumps into the pond right where ae’s looking and the reflection vanishes into thin air. basil yowls, feeling for the first time a bone-deep fear of loss, but there’s no time to wait to see if the strange kitten comes back; it’s nighttime, and the fireflies will soon fade ‘til there’s no way to make aer way home even by the light of the twin moons.
“i’ll see you again later!” basil says cheerily to the algae-infested water, narrowing aer eyes at the frog when it dares to poke its face out of the slime. “don’t do that again, mr. frog.”
the frog says nothing. satisfied, basil nods and turns on aer paws, and only trips four times on aer way home.
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peach, as a matter of principle, doesn’t spend much time near windows—that would require being up high, which he doesn’t particularly enjoy, or near the shops that furless ones stream in and out of like ants or fish or any number of things in crowded lines. but there are plenty of other places to look in a city, if you want to find reflections, and one day he ventures across a particularly polished piece of metal all by his lonesome.
inside the metal there is a forest. this is, of course, not literal, but peach can’t help but place a paw on it as if there’s a portal there, to this place of greens and browns and what must be hundreds of cats, in the distance. where his reflection should be is another cat, black and white with close-kept fur and a playful affect to aer expression, looking over the edge of a bridge.
“hello?” peach taps his paw against aer, but it does nothing but obscure his vision of aer, so he puts it down and leans forward, nose almost touching the cold iron. “hi? can you hear me?”
the kitten doesn’t do so much as twitch in response. peach droops, laying down and putting his head on his paws. he’s not sure what to do. maybe it’s weird to be watching a stranger like this, when ae doesn’t seem to see him, but cat-watching is a thing his dad loves to do, so maybe it’s not so weird after all. there’s a vague inkling in the back of his brain, the idea that something about this is wrong, but no one is around to correct him on what reflections
should be.
so peach just watches, content to look at the kitten go about aer day in aer strange home, as vast as any real city. even if this is a dream, he thinks—
i’d love to visit there someday.
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basil sees him again, of course, and peach sees aer again, and while the two eventually learn that their reflections are unusual, neither cares to question it. the two grow up, orbiting each other—always looking into the mirror when the other is looking away, slowly falling in love with the not-cat on the other side, and their little habits, and their family and their home and their fur and their expressions and—
well. it’s all very sappy, both of them know. they’ve both figured that the other sees the same, but coincidence and circumstance means that neither has ever been able to confirm it, staying fluttery with the possibility and nothing more.
but one day, basil looks into aer reflection and meets aer soul-cat’s eyes, and aer breath catches.
he’s watching aer, expression so full of fondness and delight that it makes aer draw to a stop, staring, mouth ajar. something in basil’s chest is warm, warm, warm, light enough to bring aer up into the sky if ae lets it, syrupy sweet and burning slow. ae gets to see the moment he realizes, too, and then they’re both scrambling, paws against each others in the mirror as if they can tumble through to meet.
you watch me too, basil thinks. ae imagines he’s thinking the same thing, and ae presses aer head to the glass with the joy of it. he mimicks aer. their fur doesn’t touch; there is no outside warmth, just cold glass. neither minds.
after this ae will go seek out nestor, ask after the strange city and aer strange companion. now that they’ve met, something electric has burst in aer chest, all sparking wires and longing, and basil doesn’t think ae can keep watching.
ae wants to meet him. there has never been a doubt he feels the same.
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nestor, peach says,
i think i’m ready—)
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stars’ landing is a lovely little place, made out of huge trees and soft sand and natural cliffs, clear water, bustling not-cats with a sense for the stars and the sea that resonates in peach’s heart. peach spends a little time in the community home in tidewake, before he moves to the luminosities, trying to catch the feeling he felt when he saw his soul-cat up in the bridges of gardenhome. the stars are closer here, too, and peach learns the word
starstrung and keeps it beneath his tongue, whispers it when he finds bits of celestial matter, fallen to not-earth.
and he waits, of course.
his soul-cat will surely recognize that he’s in not-earth, even if ae doesn’t recognize stars’ landing at first sight. peach visits tidewake daily, helps with making the map, buys a wide mirror for his tree-hollow home and hangs it up opposite the door. he enlists amber’s help to install an oven. he learns how to bake; his soul-cat likes pastries, with jams and herbs and syrups, and while peach spends most of his time hunting, he doesn’t mind the routine of making sweet-salt goods at all.
and he waits. patience is rewarded, however long that takes.
tidewake is a mess of activity, the first time someone moves in from gardenhome. peach waits at the edge of the festivities, paws kneading into his tail. his soul-cat will know where to find him. ae always does.
through the crowd, fur parts for a moment, like a tide receding. the soul-cat meets his eyes.
the waiting is over, then—peach doesn’t hesitate to pounce, and neither does ae.
ae laughs, as they roll to a stop, on their sides with their paws still touching. “do you even know how many tiny villages have popped up over the past few months? i looked everywhere for you!”
“i gave you all the hints i could,” peach answers, reaching out to paw gently at aer face. “oh dear. i don’t know your name.”
“basil,” ae says, voice still threaded with amusement. “my name’s basil, and you’re my favorite not-cat in the whole universe, okay?”
peach feels like melting, a little. he purrs instead. “you’re mine, too. basil.”
“and my favorite not-cat’s name?”
“peach! i’m peach.”
“hi, peach,” basil whispers, pleased. his name, from aer—it feels like coming home.